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Old Maid
2007-08-27 | 8:51 p.m. |
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I have this huge crush on a boy at work. Hes that nice guy who everyone loves and loves to be around and he’s all I can think about. I am so PATHETIC its come to the point where I try to be at the same place at the same time, I’m making up reasons to walk past his desk, I even started watching Home and Away for him!
I have this perfect dress on layby at Veronica Maine. It was going to be my date dress - its very Brady Bunch and I feel pretty in it. Alas I have zero dollars which right now doesn’t matter because this date does not have very promissing prospectus.
We use to email each other, it was all very cute until someone fucked it up. While I was off work he asked if I wanted to see Harry Potter. Now I know for a fact he isn’t the biggest fan but he still wanted to see it, with me. However due to an operation I couldn’t go but insteed of simply and politly saying “no can do, another time” I must DESTROY all hope of ever being asked out again. Oh I pretended like he never asked. Believe it or not this isnt a first for me, although I may have used other methods to keep people away, it all ends the same. I manage to sabotage everything I can and I cannot stop. I am going to end up miserabe and alone and the real kicker is I would have done it all by myself. I have come to conclude I have this defect gene! Why else would I be such a glutton for punishment.
His last day at work is Thursday and and I bought him a second hand copy of ‘The Prophet’ for his travels. We used to have this book club (before I kicked him out for not reading Harry Potter). I think a leter would be good too. I hope he likes it.
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